never really ready

I'm Jen. Nothing I can think of to write here is ever going to be as witty or as clever as I would like, so random tidbits about me will have to suffice...
I'm fascinated by everything I don't know yet. I want to write but end up spending the majority of my time reading other people's thoughts.
At some point I lost my sense of direction in terms of my life...
but that only bothers me sometimes.
perpetual.sedulity@yahoo.com

Apr 21
“THE WORD LOVE has myriad meanings, including (but not limited to) the Greek concepts of Agape (unconditional love, divine love, compassion), Philia (brotherly/sisterly love, friendship), and Eros. It is Eros we mean when we speak of falling in love. What is Eros? It is desire - divine discontent - the urge to merge. It is the propelling force, the restlessness that pulls on us to create, to seek, to move, to express, to surrender, to become One with. Lila Forest, “Falling in Love: A Perilous Journey to Wholeness